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April 22, 2016

Love Is Noise


Lyrics:

Will those feet in modern times
walk on soles that are made in china?
through the bright prosaic malls
and the corridors that go on and on and on

Are we blind - can we see?
we are one, incomplete
are we blind in the city?
waiting for lightening to be saved, yeah
cause love is noise, love is pain
love is these blues that I'm singing again

Love is noise, love is pain
love is these blues that im singing again, again, again, again, again

Will those feet in modern times
understand this world's affliction?
recognize the righteous anger?
understand this world's addiction?

I was blind - couldn't see
what was here in me
I was blind - insecure
felt like the road was way too long yeah
cause love is noise, love is pain
love is these blues that I'm singing again (3x)
again (6x)

All those feet in modern times
walk on soles made in china
will those feet in modern times
see the bright prosaic malls
will those feet in modern times
recognize the heavy burden
will those feet in modern times
pardon me for my sins
love is noise

April 16, 2016

My Best Advice


If you look for negativitynegativity will blind you.
If you look for positivitypositivity will change you.

Walking Stones

I let it go
Sucks but I know
Some stories are meant for me alone

Skies above me
Something I trusted long ago

Didn't think that I'd feel
Didn't think this would become real

All the words that were spoken
Moments I lost along the way

Now my eyes are open
I know what not to do

Giving my heart to strangers
Forgetting my youth

Didn't know I'd find it
Didn't know I'd feel blinded

Now it all makes sense
Why I'm left with my friends

Couldn't get easier
Breathing without the worst

Sometimes life becomes helpless
You have to make it work

Now my eyes are open
I know not to love too much

My mind is focused
A world I know I'll find

I don't have the time
For all these slandering ways

I don't have the energy
To give my heart away

If there is one thing I've hoped for
A guy with so much more to say

Than silence like movies
Carry my tears to the lake

I'm washing all of this over
A time or two for us

My body is a temple
My lips are made for trust

I couldn't be your angel
I'm not sure I ever was

We couldn't make it better
Two humans falling into dust

My life is a light show
These stairways are the goal

I won't forget what I've done
I won't ever let them know

We were like walking stones
Always trying to carry on

Trying to fix what we couldn't mold
We were like two islands gone

And I know that I will always remember
I couldn't try hard enough to keep your surrender

Distance is my mother
Walking stones take another

Something I trusted long ago

My favorite artist

I want to take the time to share with you all, a link to a very talented artist that I've come to love over the past few years. 

Her name is Alison Jardine and she is from London. Her work speaks to me in a way of intoxicating colors, thoughtful details, and an array of projects that she is working on. 

Her work is even sponsored by Sony in some of her more recent projects and art shows. I sincerely feel that if you haven't; you should visit Alison's profile on Flickr and have a look at her amazing talent. 

She not only has a lot of great work to share but she's also a very kind lady who really has a passion for her work and for her fans. 

Check her work out via this link > ALISON JARDINE FLICKR PROFILE

Tokyo


Like a forest


Beyond the trees, shine of hope


Life is a revolving door


Like a postcard


April 10, 2016

Funny

I'm not hurting and I'm not crying over anything. The sense of freedom I wanted for such a long time has finally walked into my life in the form of taking care of myself and loving the time I get to spend doing what I want to do without anyone interrupting my positive flow.

We live in an unstable and unjust world that is filled with self entitlement and charmers that would rather feed on people than work towards building a better world with everyone.

Anything that deals with my past isn't an option. It's not something I will revisit again because it's the past and the past is meant to be swept away from you to make room for the new that comes ahead.

For a long time, I let others dictate my way of thinking, the words I would express, and the way I would feel about things. I let people decide what was best for me and it almost destroyed me.

It's a beautiful thing when you can look around and seeing all these broken people; you know how important it is to be kind and to refrain from mind games. You realize that being alone is the best thing that has ever happened to you because now; you don't have to answer to anyone but yourself.

You see, I can do whatever the hell I feel like doing and NO one can say anything to me about it. It's the most liberating feeling in all of my 26 years of living that I've felt and I feel like it's important to really express here that I don't need a man to validate me. I don't need a 'relationship' to feel complete or to feel like I'm one upping other people.

I played the 'my fair lady' role for a long time. I was a project to some who wanted to see if they could turn me into a snooty guy with a taste for expensive wines and pretty #$%^ boys on the side. You see, money can buy a lot of things but it can't buy love and it most certainly can't buy acceptance either.

With everything that I've already had the chance to go through this year so far, so much good has come from it.

I'm in school now (doing remarkably well, I must add) and I've got plans already laid out in my planning tools kept nicely tucked away on my laptop and my phone. In terms of sharing things; I don't have to explain myself nor divulge any detail about any piece of my life to anyone because my business is my business.

Another great thing to happen is the fact that I have had the opportunity to spend time with people that truly make me happy, a lot more often and I've already been thinking of where I want to be by next year. A plan is a plan and I think my next steps are going to lead to a good one this time.

Regardless, simplistic living is something I have always wanted to endure but I was swayed by the idea that a gorgeous city boy would turn it all into something of an adventure. Left in me was the memory that city life consists of ecstasy parties, random hookups, mind games galore, and an unfortunate series of events that make you wish you could wake up into another reality.

This is life however, and I feel like for once... I know exactly what I'm looking for and where I want to be and I'd rather be in a beautiful country than be wasting my time on emotionless individuals that are self inflicted based on greed, corporate jobs, and the lust for power and impressionism.

Chime Card: No Support For Android Pay (UPDATED)


UPDATE: As of February 2017, Apple Pay is confirmed working and can be activated through verification on the Chime card. Still no news on Android Pay.

I love my Chime card. I really do, but there are some things that need to happen in order for me to love it even more.

If you are a customer and you've been wondering if Chime supports Android Pay or Apple Pay.

They currently don't, BUT according to their support team; they will be offering support for mobile payments like Android and Apple Pay in the near future. Along with new features such as Peer to Peer Transfers and Photo Direct Deposit Uploads.

There isn't a set date, however; it could be this year or even next year before we know anything or get a notification in our inboxes. Keep a watch out everyone!




My name is no, my sign is no, my number is no

April 9, 2016

Bullies


I just want to start off by saying that I have NO; absolutely ZERO respect for ANYONE that disrespects and bullies the mentally ill and ANYONE that bullies someone altogether.

What is sad, is that, I've met people in my life that were misinformed and misguided in their persona of how mental illness really works and why it is important to show respect to people even if you feel they have done something to you that justifies otherwise. 

Those with mental illness, suffer from an illness that is NOT curable and is NOT something they can turn off and on. Many people around the world suffer from these inabilities and yet you have people like the guy mentioned in this video who bullies people that he doesn't understand.

I have family with mental illnesses ranging from depression to anxiety to more serious forms of mental illnesses and to see ANYONE make sly gestures or asinine remarks will certainly set me off.

It is NOT okay to bully ANYONE; especially though with an illness.

In terms of bullying children; that is absolutely LOW and a severely redundant way of acting. You want to appear cool or appear more 'adult' like on your channel but you're acting like a prepubescent idiot and all you are doing is WASTING away playing video games that will do NOTHING for your education nor your financial future. Unless you count YouTube as an accomplishment. NOPE.

Point is, I WILL NOT support nor tolerate ANYONE (regardless of standing in my life) bullying ANYONE whether it is a 'joke' or otherwise. Bullying is NEVER okay. 

THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.

Chemistry Of A Car Crash


Just take away the words I say
Cause I know
That you don't feel the same
Just go and say
What's in your head
And I won't try to stop you

Don't Cry Out


Seize fire

I will wait it out


I've gotta change my desire

Stay Down


Actually like this song mostly because of the beat, but lyrically, I probably could relate with it? Either way, a great song from one of my favorite bands... Loyal follower since 2006 :)

I know I have a way


of fading when I'm listening

A gift for myself

Since I started going back to school. Things are really looking up. This past week, my academic coach congratulated me on a job well done.

I'm already halfway through my second semester and once I focus, I'm like a bull...I will NOT give up until I reach my result of desire.

As a gift to myself, I purchased a new phone with better specs and a way for me to enjoy the true Android experience.


I seriously love this phone :)

#BecauseICanLiveMyOwnLife


April 7, 2016

Omg

So you're an internet player. 

I get it. Explains EVERYTHING :)

April 5, 2016

Monsters

It's amazing how crappy people really turn out (myself included). Take for example, a guy that told he would've lied about his name (after lying with his photos) in an 8 year downhill spiral that is thankfully over.

I only feel terrible for the next person that becomes victim to you (or your boyfriend). You can claim you love someone all you want but love isn't a game; Its pure and simple. That's the problem with you; you don't understand the true simplicity behind these things because you were raised in a culture of insults and accumulations as an important virtue.

Money, jobs, degrees, are nice and they do have a lot of good but in the hands of bad people; they become powerful tools for greedy behavior and some of which I witnessed in the years I knew you.

You used the things I confided in you as a weapon against me and claimed you loved me; if you actually ever did; you wouldn't of tried to change me in the first place. I'm not your project and I never was.

See, I guess with Dutch men, they think that by 'empowering' with the uses of controlling people is a great way to reach someone but controlling someone through mental abuse is NOT at all an okay measure. Especially in American culture; which you failed to learn even in the slightest.

Still, I can't blame it all on you. I did some things I'm not proud of but they were all signs and I miscalculated my moves. The moment that I let you go the first time (remember all those religious moments) were God's way of telling me I needed to exit you.

You claimed that you wanted to 'get rid of me' from your life but if this is so; you never would have repeatedly reached out to me (especially in the beginning), so thanks for doing what you do remarkably well; LYING.

See, that's all you ever did. You lied your way through everything because as a snobby rich boy with mom and dad's pension funds and prestige educational offerings; you failed to realize that YOU are the fool. You are the one buying into the greed and the dissidence of money and all of it's cruel ways.

You always had this character to you that seemed like "I'm better than you because I'm a rich kid" complex and it was quite disturbing. I don't know what's worse though, the fact that your own BOYFRIEND who I helped you reach out to because you don't know how to forgive (something I've mastered well) decidedly took part in the LIE that you orchestrated for so long and did NOTHING about it. In fact, he wanted me to silence myself and I wouldn't. Silence is for the weak.

That's what you both are to me. You're weak. Pathetic.

It's sad that it came to a point where at one time, I loved you. If there is anything I regret; it's having loved someone as cruel and twisted as you are. A person who has no emotion or empathy for having destroyed someone mentally.

You broke me down, pulled me back up, only to break me down again. Are you sure you're not part of the Illuminati?

I mean, you have all the characteristics to fit such a society; you're charming but cruel... you use the MK Ultra key to mind control by breaking someone down completely and reprogramming them to fit your twisted idea of how they should think and react.

Yeah, you're totally involved somewhere. Bloodline name like Vanderbilt has more secrets than one can count and yet; I took a chance on you.

I wonder why that is honestly. Was it really love? Or a need to feel out of my element?

If there is anything I learned in the time I knew you; it's that you can't trust anyone (not even those you think are good people) and that Europe really sucks... honestly... I'd rather go to Austrailia... they are prettier after all and there accents are better... less sounding like a fourth grader trying to swallow a chocolate candy and more etiquette approach

See, at the end of the day... I destroyed a piece of you too though... I took that well mannered and well poised rich kid and turned him into a deviant monster with no regard for anyone but HIMSELF.

So in the end, we are both to blame. You bit me with your venomous behavior and I attacked back.

Your boyfriend can claim to be the 'bigger' cunt here but honestly; you've seen nothing when it compares to how shitty I can become as a person. I can go places you never would have imagined I would go. You think you honestly have seen it?

I can be cruel above most. I can emit no emotion when needed (especially at this point considering you've ripped every piece of my feeling for you) and if you were wounded on the ground somewhere; I'd let you sit there and rather than react; I'd be like a ghost. You would call for me to help you off the ground as no one else was around because you are wounded and I would do nothing but walk away as if you weren't of existence. Letting you bleed away and feeling nothing as I walk past you.

Who's the monster now Bas?


PS: We both know, you're not a real doctor. Doctors DON'T hurt people darling. You're a monster; that I sadly created.


It Became A Lie On You


The grave that you've been digging for me, became your home

Lyrics:

Shocking all the evidence left
On this holiday
You're creeping up with venomous thoughts
That you've waited to say

Your words are speaking out of your throat
Like an open grave
I haven't spoke to you in a year
That's what I say

It became a lie on you
It became a lie on you

If you think that I'm not the same
Then I guess you've changed
Blackened by the temperature made
To smear my name

The grave that you've been digging for me
Became your home

For teaming me as bad company
I hope you know

It became a lie on you
It became a lie on you

It feels like you're letting go
I'm back for days to know
Feels like you're letting go

Bring on the poison that's in your throat
And fight for days to know
Feels like you're letting go
Like you're letting go

Shocking all the evidence left
On this holiday

Words of encouragement


In the bathroom at work

April 4, 2016

#LEO


It's here. School has officially begun!

I'm excited and yet so very nervous but I feel like this is a great step ahead and I can't wait to dive in and start working seriously on my future. The fact that this is a free education speaks enough already. 

I now have the tools I need to better myself and to really dive into what I feel will be a great opportunity for myself to take part in. Here goes!


Blog Update: Archives have been added


Archives are located at the left-hand side of this blog at the end of the left column

For a long time, you had to click on 'Old Posts' repeatedly just to access some of my older posts. Today, I'm making it easier by allowing you to pinpoint specific posts you like and find them with ease using the Archive links which are a convenient way to track posts that truly interest you.

I hope that everyone who reads my blog will find that using this tool is an easy way to enjoy all of my posts without having to click on 'Old Posts' five hundred time to get to a post that really resonates with what you're feeling or even a post that in some way; made you smile.

G'day <3

Put the lime in the coconut


Put the lime in the coconut and call me in morning

A great song to kick off the week... or if you're in need of freedom

#HaveFunMoreOften

So here I am and...

It's another stunningly gorgeous day today. 

The wind carries away all of your worries and the feeling that you can smile more than you can say 'I Love You' resonates in the entire ambiance surrounding you.

Today is one of those days where you can't help but appreciate the wonders of your natural habitat that is the outdoors. 

I'm sitting here on my colorful lawn blanket with my Macbook, my phone, and a nice orange drink underneath a very tall tree with just enough shade to say "I Told You So" and enough sunlight to make you wish it would never leave. 

These are the days you long for here. Where all you want to do is get out and have a little fun under the sun with the wonderful breeze that makes you feel like you're a kid again. A common feeling among those who haven't yet reached puberty. Or so Dr. Phil would say.

Here are some pictures:















And just for some added measure, how about staring at how huge my coffee is... this is the Dunkin' Donuts Frozen Coffee Coolatta in Large... huge isn't it? (that's what he said... ha)


The pictures that were listed above are actually from the other day, it's just now that I'm getting the chance to share them with you guys. Between work and school; it's been a bit busy around here and I couldn't be happier about it.

So, without further ado, I'd like to present a picture from the current moment of me writing this post. A picture that not only screams trees but is also a way to see the environment that is so soothing for me today. Yay!



Happy Monday everyone! <3


Sail Away


Sail away with me hunny

I've noticed a pattern

So, I was thinking the other day about how the whole give and take process works in life. 

It's amazing how you come to these conclusions after having gone through them to begin with. 

The pattern is that once you gain anything in life; you always lose something in the process. Whether it's small or a broader loss is dependent on how big of a gain you received.

For example, when you lose a friend; you always gain one whether it's two days from losing the first friend, or in ten years from that moment. 

The point is that in life, it's revolve is around gain and loss. In all aspects of your life, you are either gaining or losing something. 

Amazing that I've deciphered such a pattern. Maybe I'm crazy or on the verge of being crazy. Regardless, this is interesting to me in the least.

Really though


Because deep down, you will never be happy

April 3, 2016

48 hours until school begins

I'm very excited but also a bit nervous because it's been some time since I've been in school. It's a stunningly beautiful day here today... the air is cool and crisp but not to a point that it bites your bones and the sun is sparkling brightly across the most beautiful blue sky I've seen in a long time. 

In fact, I'm typing this post as I sit underneath a tall tree in my backyard... it's days like these that remind you that there is hope in the world and that just because things may not go our way; the result that lies ahead is sweeter than any revenge we could ever bring.

Now, back to my original thought... school...

The great thing about this course is that it will help guide me to the next phase of my life. It's going to allow me to finish what I should have finished years ago; and to provide a stable pathway to where I want to be in the next 10 years. I hope to be in a lovely area with great people and a sense of adventure; much like Wilmington but maybe some place more foreign to me (not another country) but another state beyond the rules and regulations that bind gay people like myself here in NC; the bible belt state.

This post is about to be a bit random because I just finished showering not too long ago and I feel like sharing my favorite items of the day... I may turn this into a cute little trend for myself on here so I can look back on it later and remember to wear these things if I haven't in awhile...

Favorite body lotion for today: Miami by Pitbull (Part of a gift set) 
Favorite hand lotion for today: Pink Innocencia by Sonia Kashuk 
Favorite fragrance for today: Miami by Pitbull (Part of a gift set) 
Favorite lip balm for today: EOS Sweet Mint Lip Balm (Stick form) 
Favorite shirt for today: The new aztec print tank top I recently bought at Walmart

Overall, today is turning out to be quite wonderful. Though I dread those blue Mondays, I actually look forward to the work week ahead. I may not always love my job but I'm very thankful to have one. I wouldn't be able to finish my education without it.
So, I stayed up until 4:30am this morning because I wanted to fight to pass my prerequisite (can you tell I am serious yet?) and I wanted to prove to myself that thought I will have many sleepless nights ahead; my goals are vital to my future; it's okay for me to lose some sleep in return for more knowledge.

Here I am, clicking the final module and starting to read and listen through, when I realize that it's early in the morning. I thought to myself; this is the last module... why stop now?

I continued on and to my surprise; passed with flying colors. I ended up with a lovely score of 93/100 on my final exam and it not only made me feel proud but I knew right then and there that I am more than ready for the next chapter of my life. The time is now :)

This years love had better last


And I've been waiting on my own too long

This is probably one of my favorites more recently. I was first introduced to David Gray when we upgraded our computer at home back in 2001 when Windows XP was first released. A sample of "Please Forgive Me" was included on the operating system to listen to; from there I got hooked to the swift and somehow forward melody at the time. I would later listen to this track and only now does it seem to strike me as a song more powerful now than it was when I was a kid. Check it out above :)

It's odd but I was thinking...

What if I was part of a crazy social experiment? What if the whole thing I went through was to collect data on how people react to betrayal and pathological liars.

Mind blowing.

#WhatIf

After much studying and applying myself


It's a pleasure to announce that I am now qualified to start the online school experience for my diploma. Something I put off for a very long time.

It is a self paced program that provides you with an interactive learning environment, academic tutors and your own personal instructors to guide you. They also offer a pace guide to help you reach your goal of 18 credits at the end of the entire process.

I'm excited to be on the way to this journey and I think that it will be very good for me. Enrollment is up to my discretion and I can chose to begin school at any time. It's an open enrollment program, so I'll be able to enroll at any time and once approved; the program courses and tools will be available to me, which take up to 48 hours for the administrators to make a decision.

The only thing I dread is the moment when I have to study Algebra... I always hated math... butttt I must learn in order to achieve... so with my brain I will go in and try my best to learn and apply myself as I did in this prerequisite.

Pictures listed below of my completion:



I finished before the deadline of April 11th as well; which shows that I am 100% serious about my educational future. I'm not playing around with it this time.

Wish me luck everyone :)

Busy nights are ahead!

PS: If you're wondering. I scored a 93 out of 100 for the prerequisite. I'd say; that's pretty fantastic and proof that when I want something; I'll do what I need to in order to get it

April 2, 2016

If I had a new look...


I'd give away every piece of you

Reflections: Reality (IX)



I never got a damn thing from what I gave out; I'm always the one that gives the most of myself

This song is a turning point song. It was recorded when I felt emotionally at my lowest. It was completely about the guy I thought I was in love with but it was also a stab at myself. It's now that I can see the raw side of this track and appreciate the fact that I exposed my full self in this. Bits of this song was talking to myself; other parts of it were talking to the guy I felt didn't understand anything about me or what I really was fighting for us to keep. 

Only in time would I have found that I got the break I needed; just not the way I had wanted it. Hope everyone is happy with it now however. I gave a gift in the end to someone (honestly, they deserve each other) and I deserve only the best. God's got my back on it and I know who ever he is bringing to me will make all of this seem like a joke.

<3

Breakdown: Secondhand Lovers (IX)





Before, it had a unique meaning. This time, after the fact; the true meaning has come to fruition.

First, let me just state that this song is not only about a specific person; it's also about a specific situation which has come to pass (luckily) and upon further listening; new meaning has prompted me to retell the story of this track I made some time back and to evaluate what it's purpose is now.

"I open my eyes, I see the truth. I didn't realize, it was in you"

The line above is talking about the fact that upon learning the truth; I didn't realize that it was in the guy I put faith in for such a long time. I gave the notion of controlled trust in order to fulfill the idea of truth that which turned to be anything but the truth. This line is very deeply connected to that time of my life that I didn't fully understand until I let go of some anger and dislodged the memory.

"I feel all the senses changing, yeah, I want to reignite this flame again"

This line is exposing that changes have been made to the situation that I thought I had known. Ignition of the flame is a metaphor for the wildfire effect. I was metaphorically talking about craving change. Whether it be negative or positive is really up to me. So far, it's been positive.

"Now you seem to have something else on your mind"
This lyric in particular strikes me as one of my most in depth in this song because it relates to the overall picture. I didn't have the validation but I knew that something was off about the way me and this guy had met some years ago. Sexual tension means that it was a sexual relationship on the idea of using people for pleasure in weird tactical illusions and masochistic ideology.  This was me exposing that I knew the truth before; I just didn't have the validation needed to come out and fully express it. Hence the reason I discuss things in the form of song at times because it's a way for me to fully express what bothers me and a way to expose things I find to be out of line or intolerant.

"Looking for a reason to love again"

This particular lyric can be interpreted in many ways... due to the line that comes after it which uses 'we' as the subject at hand. It's both a part of myself and a part of others. To elaborate, I'm telling myself to fight to keep faith in love but with all that has happened; I don't feel it's possible because I see things in the realistic approach rather than the optimistic idea that society pushes on us.

"I'm not one for limiting myself. I wanna fall into somebody else" 

Limiting myself is just what I did with this guy. I let myself be tamed and held back. I kept things to myself at times when I should've divulged detail. I wasn't able to be myself. In truth, I want to be somebody else, I wanted to know somebody else that wouldn't judge me but love me as I am. At that time, it just wasn't possible and I had met a man that turned out to be a monster.

"You've gotta love the way that you feel inside. 
Sometimes that's all it takes to come alive. It's you"

 At this point in the track, I'm realizing that I have to love myself. I had to realize that it's me who dictates the future and it's me that makes the platform I chase after. Sometimes in life; it's YOU who makes you come alive. Not someone else. That is the lesson I had to learn and relearn.

I'm not missing you

I don't even feel the distance; I'm not missing you

Can you believe it? :)

I'm almost complete with my prerequisite and it's not even near the due date yet!


Due Date: April 11, 2016 (Homeland Security Prerequisite Course)

I'm like to thank the Walmart Lifelong Learning program for having accepted me into this exceptional educational program and for giving me the opportunity to finish what I should have finished years ago. This program is truly life changing already and I feel better about my future.

It's never too late to start over and though I have my days (as with any job), I am immensely grateful to have the job I have because they offer their people great programs like these to help us better ourselves and to help us decide on a brighter future for ourselves.

Thank you once again Walmart Lifelong Learning, for the chance to prove that I am capable of achieving greatness and that I am of value to society. I'm excited to see where this will lead me.

It's about to get serious

So as many have seen in the news,

I live in a state that recently passed one of the most discriminatory laws in history. You guessed it, North Carolina.

Governor Pat McCrory passed a law which is referred to as HB2 or House Bill 2 and shows several discriminatory citations against not only LGBT individuals but others as well.

It is dubbed the "bathroom law" because it states that those of BIOLOGICAL sex are permitted but denies those who are transgendered because of the requirement to follow an individuals birth certificate.

To read the bill; click here

That is only part of the story, however. In the news today, several federal funding programs are being reviewed and may potentially be pulled due to this law. Businesses are already scrapping projects and many companies and federal institutions are blocking government funded travel to our state.

Here is a list of federal institutions and companies (most of which have headquarters in our state) that are reviewing their options to withdraw from our state or stay due to this new law: 
-Department of Transportation
-Education Housing & Urban Development
-Department of Education
-Apple
-Facebook
-Bank Of America
-The National Basketball Association

This law is bad for business and bad for our state's morale. We live in the most ass-backwards state of them all. We don't have food banks in most of the state because it costs money to run them and our state politicians are greedy. A lot of things need to be changed.

Did I mention that it also takes AWAY all of the protective laws that were in place for LGBT individuals? That means that if a homophobic asshole walks up and stabs you; he's let off because you as a gay individual are not protected under the law in our state. This is serious people.

I personally am not into politics but THIS is something I do care about. I don't like to see that I live somewhere that is discriminating against its own people and those with a different way of life than my own. Instead, our governor tries to scrap programs to 'save money' but pockets it all and passes laws that are only making our state look bad. Prominent businesses that have kept our economy standing for years are pulling out of our state and this is something that will affect all of us.

Pat McCrory, you need to rethink this law and your own BIASED view on things. You need to stand up against your self hate of people and take action to DO YOUR JOB. You need to help make North Carolina a great place again instead of screwing it up left and right. The sad part is that you are by far the worst governor we have EVER had.

Its time for someone better.

April 1, 2016

Daniel Bedingfield - Way With Words (Live)



*Uses Spotify Web Player

Daniel Bedingfield - It's Not Me, It's You



*Uses Spotify Web Player

#BEAUTIFULNAILPOLISH

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I look adorable as a cartoon :)


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Only 7 more modules to go until my full course begins...


Currently learning about the importance of Report Writing :)

Rich people may never understand this...