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BLOV3 - IX (OFFICIAL RELEASE)

Secondhand Lovers - BLOV3 - IX

Come On (Everybody) - BLOV3 - IX

Introducing Walmart Pay (Coming July 2016)

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Video courtesy of news.walmart.com
The new feature will be included in the Walmart app that is already widely available on iOS and Android devices and will be fully released beginning in select locations this month and expanding to all U.S. store locations in July 2016. 
Walmart Pay was created to compete with the current payment rivals Apple Pay, Android Pay, and Samsung Pay which are all gaining momentum across the country. 
To learn more about this new feature and to view the official announcement; visit here.

Interesting...

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The following video is in Dutch but offers English subtitles

Sand (They Don't Know Us) - BLOV3 - IX

Top 5 Christmas Themes for Chrome + 1 Custom-Made Theme by B. Mikal

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So, it's been awhile since I shared with you some of my delightful favorites for the fall season. The time has come to swap out sweaters for thermals, tee shirts for flannel, puffy jackets, and the delightful ear muffs. Winter is upon us and what better way to enjoy it with a little Christmas cheer!

My favorite themes range from simple phrases etched in decorative backgrounds and iridescent hues to traditional holiday ambiances that really capture the spirit of the holiday. Sometimes it's all in the picture you use. Check out the wonderful holiday themes in the list below:


Sample: "Let Go"

The Sky

I think it's great you know how
I've never been good at coming out
Telling everyone the entire story

I've been bitter, lost and torn
It's almost winter, I don't know anymore

My words are cold
Your words have soul
My eyes are closed
Your heart always knows

How do I, heal this ache inside?
Discover what I, didn't realize
It's not over, when I cry
I'm begging the sky

I find it hard to relive it
All those years of good intention
I've never been one to notice
To take a chance and hold it

My words are strong
Your heart beats on
My strength is bare
You're not always there

How do I, heal this ache inside?
Discover what I, didn't realize
It's not over, when I cry
I'm begging the sky

(Chorus X2)

Heart, don't you fail me now
Heart, show me what I have not found
Heart, take me where I belong
Heart, you can keep me strong

How do I, heal this ache inside?
Discover what I, didn't realize
It's not over, when I cry
I'm begging the sky

Take Aways

Slander, Hate, and Those Who Accept It

Recently, I had an issue arise between myself and another person pertaining to a situation that involved me and another party. I don't know what was said about myself to people and I am refusing to feed power to it.

You have those friends in your life that are your ride or die people and those are the people you should keep close to you but then you've got those who are fairweather and only benefit in certain ways to your growth.

If you witness someone you love being bullied or hateful derogatory comments being shamed on them; you should stick up and be a voice when they are not able. It is our job in life to make this world a better place and it starts with how we interact together.

When someone is attacking your friend; who you claim is your best friend; you should do something about it. That's what friends are meant to do. By you standing by and accepting what is happening; you are accepting hate and you are just as guilty as the bully who is hating on your friend.

That…

Love this song :)

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Dancer on the shore...

My Top 5 Fall/Halloween Themes (for Chrome OS/Chrome Browser)

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In my last post, I shared some of my top 5 favorite Chrome themes for use with both the Chrome Operating System and the Chrome Browser by Google.

With this post; I will share some of my favorite Fall/Halloween oriented themes for the season. As we all know, it's getting cooler at night and the skies are getting fuller which means Fall is upon us and boy am I excited for such a season!

It's really the one season where the colorful leaves invade your senses, the cool crisp air taking you to the joys of the season and the invitation of lovely attributes like hot cocoa and apple cider. Great times to be had indeed my friends.

These themes are custom created by people like yourself on a little known site called ThemeBeta which is a site specifically tailored to offering custom Chrome themes and even has a theme creator app in the Chrome Web Store.

Without further adue... here are my top 5 favorite themes for this season...

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Well, that's it for my favorite seasonal…

My Top 5 Favorite Chrome Themes (for Chrome OS/Chrome Browser)

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Hi there everyone,

Themes are a quintessential part of our experience on computers these days. We all enjoy having a computer look and feel the way we would envision it to be and it definitely can make a world of difference when it comes to setting the mood and making computing a more enjoyable experience.

This post is going to show you the top five favorite themes by yours truly, to which, are not only my favorite but essential in my customization collection. I love to do my computer up and if anyone is like me; this list will be satisfying indeed.

Here goes...

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Well you guys, that's it for this round of themes. Coming soon; I'll share my top five favorite holiday themes for Christmas, Halloween, and more!


Why I'm finally uploading videos, Gerard Cosmetics Scandal, and Reviews

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Fairweather

We're not perfect
I don't tend to linger
Never get the good

No one bothers
Being the close one
You always get them
I can't win

So I stick to myself
Where at least I matter

In a box full of change
Nothing shatters

Tell me are, tell me are
Are we too much, too much
To dig deeper than this

You don't care, you don't care
About anything but what you get

Am I important to you?
Am I important to you?
It doesn't matter if I lose
If I'm something to you
What are we?

Your friends make fun of me
Clashing my emotions against my skin
See it on their faces
You don't care, it's not your place and
I scream out at night for something better

You hold me back
I'm always hurting

Tell me are, tell me are
Are we too much, too much
To dig deeper than this

You don't care, you don't care
About anything but what you get

Am I important to you?
Am I important to you?
It doesn't matter if I lose
If I'm something to you
What are we?

Heart screaming loudly
Won…

Changes

I hang my heart up again
Memories get hard, I'm losing
How do you do this?Can't tell anyone
What I've had to do
They don't understand
What it took to standRunning through my head
Times I can't forget
Wishing to start again
Where do I go from here
In the end it gets colderReturn to another place
Changes from different faces
If doesn't phase you
Bitter and torn, I'm through
The confusion is bindingRunning through my head
Times I can't forget
Wishing to start again
Where do I go from here
In the end it gets colderChanges, never meant to
Changes, can't seem to find youI hang my heart up again
Memories get hard, I'm losing
How do you do this?I don't know

Best Friend

You try to conceal my words
You act like I don't deserve

Life has been a struggle
I'm putting in double the work

Wishing for a hideaway
Begging someone to find the key

I hate it here
I hate it here, oh

(Interlude)

You think that everyone should do what you do
Just to know the gift of being used

It must be hard to be who you are
To fight against the broken hearts

Life has been a struggle
I'm still putting in double the work

Wishing for a hideaway
Begging someone to find the key

I hate it here
I hate it here, oh

You don't seem to be phased
By some soft words and harmony

Seems like we're just passing creatures

You don't seem to pleased
By some measure of beauty

You think that everyone should be pretty

Life has been a struggle
I'm still putting in double the work

Wishing for a hideaway
Begging someone to find the key

I hate it here
I hate it here, oh

You wouldn't really care
You're not really there

Lost One*

Your quick to give out love
Such a freedom to make fun of
People are so cruel Give a chance and they fight against you
Why do we have to feel this way? The sun is passing by our face
Why do the words become harder to say? The strength to speak takes our breath away
Where are we supposed to be now? Proving points in our anger so we calm down
You don't really know me I'm just part of a broken story
You make sly small talk jokes A way to decipher all you know
No one has all the answers Yet you're still trying to have a voice
You don't know who I am We're just cattle crossing lands
And if you think that we should change
Well we're just part of our own mistakes

Why do we have to feel this way? The sun is passing by our face
Why do the words become harder to say? The strength to speak takes our breath away
Where are we supposed to be now? Proving points in our anger so we calm down
You don't really know me I'm just part of a broken story
You decide to react this way Arguing …

#RIPOFF

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For $1.99 + tax, McDonald's will give you this. Mind you, this is a LARGE. Looks more like an overpriced MEDIUM to me. What's a MEDIUM with no ice look like? Half a cup?
I was told when asked if this was a LARGE, that the machine used to fill these drinks is only calibrated to offer this amount. 
I asked for light ice as light ice is a preference of mine. For $1.99, this is a MAJOR ripoff. 
I wonder what corporate would say about this, what's the excuse? Most of us bust our behinds and we shouldn't be getting this kind of mediocre treatment.
STEP your game up McDonald's. Seriously.

I am everything you want

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I mean nothing to you and I don't know, why.

#Stripped #BLOV3

#EVOLVE

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#BLOV3

Truth in People

They will defend the evil one Kill the innocent one
Lie for the in-between one

A damn shame it is

Best Friend

You manipulate your way through life
You've got them strung out like little lies

The boys want to fight
Kill off the good in all the light

You think you're some kind of angel
Like you've got the best

You act like you're a prophet
You're just another test

Hold me down, you take away my smile
I need to breathe now, I need to let myself fly
You always burn my desire, to be someone like you
You always take away from me, but you'd never know you do

They follow you like a cult leader
Think that you've got all the answers
The truth is too bitter, so they want all the lies

You've got them locked in
Playing with their heads
Just get those pictures, maybe even a little fabric
Changing your mind like rain drops
It's impossible to keep in touch

You want their problems so you can solve them
Sometimes it's not enough

Hold me down, you take away my smile
I need to breathe now, I need to let myself fly
You always burn my desire, to be someone like you
You alway…

Green (Version II)

I see the way they stare at you
Like your some kind of light in the dark

They all want to be with you
They want to break someone else's heart

If this is freedom
Why should I stay?

A burden like tomorrow
We're only standing in the way

All the boys see colour
They want what they don't need

I've tried to be the best one
It's nothing in your company

Do you know how it feels, to be cold in the dark?
Do you know how it hurts, when they won't know who you are?
Do you care if I just walk away?

Some people can make it, others try to fake it
It's a constant struggle trying to be good enough
Everyone wants you, no one notices the rest of us
Guess this is how life goes, they only see green

Your always the best friend to everyone
I get caught up in anger, cause I'm the only one
I see you for who you are, I know your mistakes
I'm always learning, trying not to get carried away

But this spirit you keep around you
Sucks away the good in my life
It's stealing my…

Green

I see the way they look at you
Like some kind of light in the dark

I open my heart up so I can breathe
They always make me fall apart

I guess sometimes I'm not meant for them
Some people just see color

If you're so special then why should I hate?
If you've got so much to offer, why do I stay?
I'm not the same one, I'm always wishing away
Some people have problems; some people would rather play
I've given it my all, just to fall down
You're so special, and I'm hitting the ground
I guess we're just different, I don't know how

They speak to you with their secrets
I'm the silent one cause I never needed them
You say you get what you give
I'm sorry love, I'm not buying it

I've tried to fit in like you
Flat faces upon the dirt
I wish I could be you sometimes
Maybe then I'd never hurt

If you're so special then why should I hate?
If you've got so much to offer, why do I stay?
I'm not the same one, I'm always wishing…

Stranger In My Room

It's been two years
I feel like I needed to say it
Those three words hidden
You'd never take it

I've seen your life change
I've missed those moments we made

I wanted something that you wouldn't give
You said you couldn't cause you weren't the same

It broke my heart, so I walked away
Time and time again, I'm still wishing you'd stayed
It won't ever be the same

All we had were between linen
Satisfaction in our eyes
Your lips locked me in
But you don't love guys

I'm always wanting what I can't have
I'm always hunting for truth in my path

I'd give up on everything to get to you
If you would have given me a chance

I wanted something that you wouldn't give
You said you couldn't cause you weren't the same
It broke my heart, so I walked away
Time and time again, I'm still wishing you'd stayed
It won't ever be the same

It's been two years
I felt your heart beating with mine
Those three words hidden
I was ou…

What kills me

It pains me that I feel such a way. To wish I no longer knew you. To wonder what life would of turned out to be like without you. You build friendships into best friendships and it makes me feel like I'm constantly being replaced. I get treated unfairly at times because you grab all the attention and allow no option to change that. I get it, you are who you are, but at the same time, I'm only hurting myself.I have to let go of this. I have to stop coming over every weekend only for you to meet new people and rub it in my face of all the new friends you made and how easy it is for you to do all the things you do, it's not so easy for the rest of us.Life is unfair, it's full of struggles, and full of moments we wish we could change. I'd give anything to make things better. To not get upset so easily or distraught over guys. I feel like sometimes, you don't understand me. You say your empathic but I don't feel like you are because you truly don't get what …

Too gay? (1st voice blog)

Take me away

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Don't think about it

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Just let it go

Cool kids

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#80s #retrofit

Visions of you

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Spring time is upon us

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#instapretty

It's on my tongue

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You ain't getting me, you ain't getting me

Bahahaha :)

I wish I loved anything as much as atheists love telling people they're atheist — Sarah Beattie (@nachosarah) February 8, 2015

Let go

I let go of those that accept hateI let go of those that cannot understand meI let go of those that take use of me for personal gainI let go of those that laugh behind my back about meI let go of those that instill angerI let go of those that will not hear meI let go of those that do not careI let go of those that are not positive in my lifeI let go of those that pretend to be honest

I let go of those that want to keep me in their lives to feel validatedI let go of those who want to say rude things to and about meI let go of my anguishI let go of the people that won't stand up for meI let go of the people that don't fight for what is rightI let go of everything

All I know is, you've got to give me everything

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You know I'll give you, all of me

If these wings could fly

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In the moment, we're lost and found I just want to be by your side

As a weapon, I'll shed no tears

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I'm too sexy for my straps

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Taking*

Shaking in my head
These lies create motion

Unspoken, afraid
I've turned the hard way

You decided to change
You left me with an empty trace

I'm no longer a part of the plan
I don't need, but I wanted a man

I've begged you to take a chance

I'm always looking for light
Covered in these islands
I run away
I run away

I never thought of the reasons why
Catching these resentments
I'll never try

You take until I die away
You take until I die away

Youth scatters in my dream
No knowledge for yesterday

Tried and had
I've become the one off track

You think you can control me
You just wanted to unfold me

You make me regret

I'm always looking for light
Covered in these islands
I run away
I run away

I never thought of the reasons why
Catching these resentments
I'll never try

You take until I die away
You take until I die away

I've tried to change your vision of me
Only to be let down by my integrity

This wall I built is my kingdom
I'll never let you …

Glasses

Close my eyes
Revert lines
Forget why
Question time
I've become someone
Misunderstood by eyes
Covering up lies

It hurts to breath when you play your game
Testing me to make me feel this way
Block it off so I can't stay
I don't want to be afraid
Step back and rewind my faith

Close my eyes
Revert lies
Remember always
Repeat tries
I've lost it
Looking ahead
Hating life
Covering up my mind
Try not to cry

I wear my headphones

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At the disco