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Pray for rain, lose your name

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For a change, I'll refrain, From hiding all of me from you

Spirit of Use*

You try to hide the implications of youth
Bodies everywhere, you chose over me

Respect is nothing more than a word
We can't because we hurt

You don't have the strength to change
So you're lead astray

I'll push you far away
(away, away, away)
You try to kill me, with blame
Turn to another face and pray
(pray, pray, pray)
Wishing that things could change
I'll push you so far away

You've never took notice by truth
The eyes of all you use

A grown man, unable to be wise
Unstable, I realize

You don't have the strength to change
You repeat your game

I'll push you far away
(away, away, away)
You try to kill me, with blame
Turn to another face and pray
(pray, pray, pray)
Wishing that things could change
I'll push you so far away

You don't care
You're just a phase
Missing what you never gained
Pushing you away


Slow kills

It's never easy to see someone who just drops a bomb on you; with other people. Still, as I said recently with a few people involved in my life; he did it for himself.

Sex is the undertow of many guys here and unfortunately; the old fashioned side of me makes it difficult for it to mesh with their overwhelming demand to get off.

The realism of sex is that while it is great to have, it isn't a vital solution to making anything better. You can leave someone in hopes of more fun, but considering you are older than I am and still single; proves that you didn't learn any of your life lessons and that is quite sad but not the least bit surprising.

Men of any age have their pros and cons; regardless, everyone will have something they have to work on in their life; hence why we are here on this Earth.

Steadily, I leave a lyric for you to ponder:

Tell me if you love someone, do you love them all?
I know the truth behind your decision and while I am saddened by it; I understand that…

Yes, yes, yes

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Fall of Man*

Small heart, you beat so low Words so weak to let me know You smile and press forward Seems like it's nothing left that's worth
I've wanted and only dreamed I've missed and never achieved What does this all mean?
Trying so much to keep a straight line So many just want to waste your time
I'd give so much, just for so little in return
You didn't do it for love You did it all for yourself The beating of my heart You never felt You didn't understand The words I said The beating of your heart You've lost your step You did it all for yourself
Where did it all go? Years of learning how to get comfortable
They still can't keep a hold So weak, they've lost control
I held onto fear Wished you were near
You didn't do it for love You did it all for yourself The beating of my heart You never felt You didn't understand The words I said The beating of your heart You've lost your step You did it all for yourself
I've wanted and only dreamed Wha…

The older I get

Maybe it's the threat of death, the untamed claim of financial woes, or the lack of a true relationship that has beaten it into me, but I've lately fell into a quiet but analytic aura.

Today is a new chapter, a unique page has been written inside this book that entails the life that I've yet to been able to understand fully as I'm fighting to stay a child inside myself and yet the child inside me is growing into a quietly creature whose words have only armor to those that belittle the moment that fate decides to retract.

At lunch today, I was greeted with a message from my former half. He said that our relationship wasn't taking into account what we had envisioned for ourselves. The sad story; he's right.

With this new age of 25, I feel a sense of independence that is higher than it's ever been. I truly feel in every fiber of myself that it's okay to be on my own. It's okay to not get the love story for a moment. What I thought I wanted turned out t…

Oh Eddie, How I Love Thee

Can I Get A Light?

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No one could ever tell

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We used to hold each others bodies so tight

I can't stand the noise

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Can we stop and talk it over?

Don't say you're happy

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Cause it's no good

Give me life

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Of vacations and water

Walkway*

I don't want to be boring
I don't want to feel ashamed
I don't want to bury my name

Closer, the ghost that stays
Closer, they never say
All the words that change
Remember the silence, we walk away

I don't feel unhappy about the lines
I can't forget the million highs
I don't want to remember why
I don't want to pretend to have answers

Still, I do
Forgive you

Closer, the ghost that stays
Closer, they never say
All the words that change
Remember the silence, we walk away

I don't want to leave
Remember, infinity

Hold my hand, cascade my dream
The world, a pit, of heresy

Still, I, forgive you

Real*

Something on the horizon
Taking time from you

This battle isn't over
You have to prove

People have lost their minds
This world is a dropdown

I'm telling you to forgive them
Let go of your youth

We will be bright
It's not over

This place
You can't come alive

Until we come home

It's already written
The words that changed our faith

Stronger when we realize
God is here to stay

They try to erase us
They can't succeed

Those evils travel swiftly
Without hope; no chains will break


We will be bright
It's not over

This place
You can't come alive

Until we come home

We push ahead
We push ahead
We push ahead

This place we call home
Won't last forever and alone

We don't need politicians
Our government is wrong

We're strong enough
To overcome

We're not alone

Where do you keep all that disappointment?

You seem just fine

You can all go fuck yourselves

I don't like to get dirty

Speeding Ahead*

Took me a long time
Finding myself

Crossing the water
Embracing health

Finding you
Daylight bloom

I see everything
For what it will do

Heart beats so strong
The moment you're here

I feel so tall
I have no fear

Love
Love for you

My pain is gone
My tears replaced by cheer

Lies

If there is one thing that pisses me off most... it's being lied to

I trusted you, I gave you friendship that I didn't have to give you...

Not ever again


Balance*

People do crazy things
I'll never understand this game

Storm rising up on your skin
It's impossible to forget

I wish that you could see
The hate you show to me

Unfairness is everywhere
I don't need you; if you aren't there

They say
Never put yourself inside of another one
They say
You can't control

They say
Never fall for the little ones
They say
You can't let go

I'm turning around
I'm turning around

I fought your evil mistake
I gave away my shame

I changed who I was
I created a different face

You will never be better
You will always treat me in vain

Unfairness is everywhere
I don't love you; I don't care

They say
Never put yourself inside of another one
They say
You can't control

They say
Never fall for the little ones
They say
You can't let go

I'm turning around
I'm turning around

You can't trust them
Friends are fallen
Life is calling you home

You can't believe them
There words are like seasons
Poisoning who you become

Remember

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Reflections on the water

Learn how to walk before you run

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Like a Satellite; I'm falling down to Earth

Shake

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Everybody shake, until your heart breaks

But at least you could of tried

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Everythings changed, who can I blame?

I want you to lead me there

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I see into the future, I know where we're going

Encore: Beyond Us

Kid*

Slowly I close these eyes
I've escaped this time
Bring it back to me
Find pieces of myself
Scattered upon the street

I'm not too young, to live
I'm aware of what I give

Nothing stops me from feeling
I'm here and I'm willing

I'm alive, I'm alive
You can't shatter me away
I'm alive, I'm alive
The lights flicker of memory
I'm alive, I'm alive
I'm not leaving behind
The worst has went over me
I'm alive, I'm alive


Voice*

I was a child
Too careless
Too fearless

I was broken then
Too hopeless
Never open

Now I'm breaking down the seal
I'm not running from you

I've let go of myself
Justified in my reach
This promise that you keep
This promise that you keep

I was afraid
Too shallow
Too vain

I was a liar
Too low
So full of hate

Now I'm breaking down the seal
I'm not running from you

I've let go of myself
Justified in my reach
This promise that you keep
This promise that you keep

I am yours
I'm yours

So have me, if you will

God Complex*

Speaking angels from your lips
You've got a complex

Looking for failure to bend
You've got problems

Hold on until the end
You've got to let it in

Nothings better than what I've seen
Prove the words you say; longevity
If I try, would you like, where else to go?
If I cry, would you lie, what else should I know?
You try too hard to be impossible

Wise but only by your benefit
You've got intermission

Lurking for distraction
You're the cause of your reaction

Nothings better than what I've seen
Prove the words you say; longevity
If I try, would you like, where else to go?
If I cry, would you lie, what else should I know?
You try too hard to be impossible

Reverse the things you've said
You've got a complex

Change your mind and still play dead
You've got a complex

I won't miss you
I won't diss you

I've been calling
I'm never falling

Nothings better than what I've seen
Prove the words you say; longevity
If I try, would you like, where …

Growth*

You've wanted what you can't have
You were begging to get love back

Struggling for motion to sound
Creating your hell from your mouth

You've ached for so many years
You've wanted more than you could adhere

It's hard to know how
People are complicated
Love has no doubt

I'm always here waiting
When the lights go out; we're fading away
My memory; still carries you in the wind
I'm always here searching
When the world is feeling hopeless
My dreams; still carry you in the wind
Someday I'll know how to live

You've managed to get by
Telling yourself so many lies

You've never been one to admit
What you really think

Just time to forfeit

I'm always here waiting
When the lights go out; we're fading away
My memory; still carries you in the wind
I'm always here searching
When the world is feeling hopeless
My dreams; still carry you in the wind
Someday I'll know how to live

Built walls behind us for what we had
Vacant bricks that crumble on…

Is it sad or just a sign of bitterness?

In my short life, I've fallen in love in as little as 5 times, two of which don't count because they were so short term that if it had been a series on HBO; it would of likely never caught on but I digress.

Tonight, my good friend Brock got me on a gay-themed movie on Netflix entitled "Getting Go: The Go Doc Project" and for some reason; I felt a lot of emotional distance after watching it. The guy didn't get his love story he was looking for; though he found himself a bit which is still relatively a nice catch.

I can't help feeling that the older I get, the more bitter I'm becoming. I hate feeling any kind of pain, whether it's emotional, or otherwise. I hate being reminded of what I never accomplished. I hate knowing I wasn't successful in my attempt at finding what I see in other walks of life around me.

Films like this have always been touchy for me because it always takes me back to times that I've wanted to forget; the pain, the knowledg…

Ghost of your past

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Soundtrack: Black Light Dinner Party - I Was Right

Rainbows

Channel this clutter to the seas

Of Nature & Stone

New pathways, new dreams

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You cannot steal what isn't yours to begin with

I'll show you how to make

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Your soul and mind as one

Random Honesty*

They say people are weakness
They say I'm never alone
I've tried so much I'm going on
You wouldn't see my face I'm only a screen away
I'm good with second guessing If it makes you feel okay
Scars are just paintings like I'm feeling sane
We want what we can't have We're begging for something back
We won't give what we should Blessings never came
They say I'm different I think I believe them
Drink down your tomorrow Drink down your sorrow
I feel the good life You suffer inside the sky
I felt a new wave I'm feeling new ways
I wonder who I am I know who I am
You try to teach me I'm trying to keep me
You speak too heavily I'm speaking random honesty

Weakness*

They build you up
To break you down

They say one thing
Meaning another

You can't change the past
Only yourself; to keep on track

It takes you over
Giving them all your power
Try hard not to keep it in
Say it with me; we'll begin again
Begin again

I hear the words so quietly
You can't make everything

They mean what they don't want to say
Scary and crazy but it pushes you away

I feel it in the things you hate

It takes you over
Giving them all your power
Try hard not to keep it in
Say it with me; we'll begin again
Begin again

We're weak to the human tide
We rush and rush and fight

One life and another well
It's not forever, so make it count

Youth*

We were quiet little voices
Searching behind castles
Pouring out our dreams

Misunderstood, we wondered
Fighting all the wind

We're brighter now
Now we let ourselves begin

It's cruel but you have to do it
It's trivial but love is a movement
Don't forget but never remember
All the words, there is never to surrender
Love, escapes from these arms
Missing your lips, never holding on

Don't think too much, we're passing by
I want to see smiles, rivers of light
All these onings, the people erase
Now we're growing, two faces between

Young and too bound
Mystery of deception and sound
I've been certain
I'm where I am now
For you

It's cruel but you have to do it
It's trivial but love is a movement
Don't forget but never remember
All the words, there is never to surrender
Love, escapes from these arms
Missing your lips, never holding on

Misunderstood, we cried and begged
Fighting the fortress, of wisdom and sin

We're brighter now
Now we let ourse…

They won't know who we are

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So we can both pretend

Chaos follows a wise trail

Growing up, I was never the popular kid that got invited to parties and things; mostly because I kept to myself a lot. I was hurt by a lot of people; some I knew and invested in and others I didn't even say hi to on first glance.

The more I think over it and the more I look at life for what it is; the more I realize that it's good that I have an independence in me that gets stronger and stronger everyday. I have no need for social interactions because I am already validated in who I am; and I don't feel it necessary to keep trying to prove what worth I have to people who are unwelcoming or for lack of a better word; can't appreciate me.

At the end of the day; I'd like to help people. I'd like to have a lasting impact on people's lives but I fear that sometimes; I'm day dreaming and thinking I can offer this change but reality is settling in and I'm seeing that we can only help ourselves. Change is on-going. You can't expect things to be perfecte…

If I were a girl

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As they crave to be touched, her supple skin like ice

Split in two

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Never divided

Justify

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Lovers

Barriers

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Guarded is the heart of strength

Between

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Two worlds upon our eyes

Circa July 2011

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My favorite guy ever; AC Monroe :)
&&
My super crazy face (sunglasses were my thing then)

#googlechromebookpilots #cr48testers #2011

Circa November 2013

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Get it Cooper!?!

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#gettingthatsexy #hotboyfriend #coopersofly

How you feel when...

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Somebody throwin' shade

You and I are switching places

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Trading thoughts and changing faces

I think I’m someone who can listen

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It's her reflection on the water

Creature*

I've opened up to bring out the truth
It's lifeless, the meaning that you keep, just for you

We've built up these walls like cities full of sins
Higher than the sky, the words to let you win

We are, always losing time
You've already lost your mind

Tell the world just what to believe
It's impossible to love everything

What would it take to run away?

You're sorry but you can't let go
You're unworthy, captive inside yourself
You're sorry but you can't let go
You're uneasy, never find yourself

It's impossible, to reveal love

I'm a rare form of justice and youth
You could miss the world in front of you

I don't miss anything at all
Bitter doorways and cheap phone calls

I don't need the touch you can give
I've had better

I forget you live

You're sorry but you can't let go
You're unworthy, captive inside yourself
You're sorry but you can't let go
You're uneasy, never find yourself

I forget you still live

The best life lesson I've learned

Along the way, I've encountered the pan-sexual that didn't know what he wanted; the guy that fought every word that ever came out of my mouth; the so-called friend that slept with anyone I loved; and the delightful drug addict that felt like drugs were the great thing since puberty.

All I have to say to people out there that are struggling to find answers in those situations or struggling to let go of those people is this...

First mistake - let it fly  Second mistake - say goodbye 
The reason it's imperative that you let go on the second mistake is because those mistakes are purposeful and they are patterns which will lead you on a path you don't want to be on. These lessons you learn out of your mistakes are meant to guide you; protect you; and build you into the person you were meant to be. 
So take the initiative; let those bad people flee out of your life and focus on the most important person of all; yourself. The reality in life is that you only have yourself and …

Rise above

I know that life will always throw lessons and curve balls at you. It still doesn't change how you feel or deal with it but we all have our own process that works for us.

Depending on the situation; I will be upset for a day or so and then shortly after I will re-evaluate the situation and determine if I should continue to pull through it or address it head on.

Most of the time, I pull through and use these mishaps as stepping stones towards my future. I use it to better myself, my way of thinking, and how I will handle future situations of the same calibre.

I think that for me, it's best to completely obliterate things from my life once they become unpleasant and do nothing but cause me stress, over thinking, and an overall negative effect in my emotional state of being.

Lately, I've let go of a lot of things that were breaking me. I've taken a high hit against my name and a lot of things have happened to me that have taught me life lessons I needed to learn. I can …

Get a little closer

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Listen closely

Coming soon

There comes a time in everyone's life when they must part ways from their home and move onto a brighter and new found purpose that can expand and educate oneself about truly living a free life.

Free as in; independent of course.

Recently, I was given a very long awaited offer from someone I am in touch with about moving into their new apartment and starting a new fresh life together. Building something for myself and helping me to get further onto my path towards adulthood.

It's been several years now and I've been hard at work for the past 2 years; trying to prepare and learn everything I can in order to build a stable environment for myself. It's only now; at the age of 25; that I'm learning my true self and coming to terms with the impossible.

Among the details so far, I will be living in a two bedroom apartment nearby my workplace (an added bonus) and I will be able to look towards working on what I have planned for myself ahead. I've been told by multiple …

Shady

You never had a problem with me tagging you in posts before but all of the sudden; these days at least; it's a major issue to you if I decide to.

I valued you at one point but now; you are nothing to me. Ciao asshole.

Truth of You

You can pretend like it never happened
Treat me like a ghost

You can act like you're not like me
A victim from long ago

The evidence shines upon your eyes
You can't hide the truth, buried in your lies

It is what it is
I'm not afraid of it

You're worth just lowered
I'm not fond of it

It is what it is
I'm not ashamed to say

I can't love you
If you can't love me

You don't want me to be seen with you
That's just another cop out
I've never been so rude
How do you feel now?

So I stamp my name; across your lies
Let the people know that you
Have everything to hide

I've got to let it go
If I don't want to be paralyzed

It is what it is
I'm not afraid of it

You're worth just lowered
I'm not fond of it

It is what it is
I'm not ashamed to say

I can't love you
If you can't love me

You can pretend like it never happened
It never happened (X4)

You're so ashamed of yourself
It's obvious that you're living hell

I…

Just because

I'm going to share a little naughty something...

Apparently, a guy that I slept with said I taste like Jolly Ranchers

So, if you like Jolly Ranchers, you're single, and you like to eat out; I'm you're guy ;)

#tasty

I'm going out alone

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So you can't go home

Some memories can paralyze me

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All these thoughts that make me crazy

You see yourself in everyone who crosses your path

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But I cannot tell you enough

That's not who they are deep inside

Every day is exactly the same

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There is no love here and there is no pain

Fact

I wish we could go back

To the times when you would compliment me and tell me how much you loved me and how much you wanted to make a hella cool beat together

I'm only dreaming

Death*

You used to care
Things have changed

Compliments not there
Repeat offending

If I could
I'd erase this
Memory

If I could
I'd go back
Forget

You used to smile
Things have changed

I love you
You don't love me
I feel it

It's empty
Down here
Memory
From fear

If I could
I'd run far away
Reborn

If I could
I'd change my name
Forget this place

I don't need

All I want is for you to speak with me
Keep a smile, walk a mile in my shoes

All I ever heard were things of distant pain
Keep it close, never let go, I'm not okay

I needed you

You used to care
Things have changed

Compliments not there
Repeat offending

It felt so cold
You won't ever know

I really loved you
Now, I let go

Run together

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I think too much

I'll stop living in the past

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Let me in

If you want it

Chase after it

#lovestories

A*

Sometimes, I miss those words you've gave to me
Sometimes, I remember the things you made me believe

I don't hate you, I know it's not right
I feel like I knew you, I never knew why
You gave me nothing; I gave you my light

Sometimes, I wonder if you even think of me
Sometimes, I want so bad to see you

I don't deserve this, I know my worth
I feel like it's hopeless, but I never want to let go
You gave me nothing; I gave you my all
I wish it were different; I wish I never knew you at all

Sometimes, I hear your voice
Sometimes, I wonder why you did me the way you did

I didn't understand, I know you were being a man
I felt like it was too much to bare
You gave me nothing; I gave you love
I wish it were special; I wish you would just talk

Sometimes, I miss those words you've gave to me
Sometimes, I remember the things you made me believe

I don't hate you; I don't want to
I feel like we are still alive
I've fought for reasons why
You gave me nothing;…

Us*

You could send me a letter
Tell how much we miss each other
You'll ask for forgiveness
I'll let you in

We will try to fight for each others emotion
Touching and loving until there is no devotion

So many have tried to connect with these limbs
Just simple let downs, how do we forget?

All we want is love
All we want is love

You start a conversation
Smile again so I feel sensation
You'll kiss my lips so I remember you in the morning
I'll be such a fool

We will do everything we never have
Twisting and turning so we can look back

So many have tried to connect with these limbs
Just simple let downs, how do we forget?

All we want is love
All we want is love


Traveler*

I've climbed these tears to find a piece of me
Nothing hurts like it did, I know who I want to see
Faces are just lessons burning inside of your story
We want, we chase, never to remember, only to face the lie

Ghost, I feel your love disappear
Oh, gorgeous lover, I feel you near
I still want you, I still see you
I don't know who I hear
Is this what love becomes?
After the fight you fear
It feels so impossible

Wrestling over and out
Just to shut my mouth
It's comfortable to leave it be

Secretly, I'd like to speak of things
Just say what you've created in me
So I can defy your thrills
Maybe a kiss, or just to smile and feel

I look up
A part of this heart is reaching for skies
We want, we chase, never to remember, never to know each others name

Ghost, I feel your love disappear
Oh, gorgeous lover, I feel you near
I still want you, I still see you
I don't know who I hear
Is this what love becomes?
After the fight you fear
It feels so impossible

Faces are just less…

Flesh*

I sneak into these lies so I can stay away
They comfort the small side of you
These failures that you can't face

Little boy, why do you envy?
What's the problem? What were you really sending?

They want your body, and all your words
Give nothing back, just a little more blood

Naive to build up his ego
Sorry liar wanna know how we go?

My heart is beating like a drum
Step back; so I'm on the run

We can't break the habit
Too weak to choose
We're just defeating the purpose
You can have, you can have everything
If you're eyes were just open
You could be happy

Who, who was the one that meant the highest in your game?
We can act like we're breaking bridges
Honesty never came

I've never felt like I was your favorite
Until the lights went pitch black
My body was all you had
Do you like it when I turn my back?
Just comfort for satisfaction that never lasts

You can't give yourself away
It's impossible to love a man
You don't know what the hell you w…

Road to Nowhere*

Surround yourself with vanity
Circles of people that never see
Young and broken but trying to breathe
All you've wanted, they never did keep

They lead you to believe in one thing
All this time, it's been empty

You've felt so much brighter
You've had this feeling last longer

You've dreamed

How does it feel, to lead astray?
Voices speaking in different ways
Every tear rips the same

All along, it wasn't real
The love, the smiles, the feeling you feel

Build up your castles again
So you never, never love them

They lead you on (X2)

I've, misguided these islands
The birds they watch for use

Use me to get where you've been losing
Fear of another truth

Words like velvet
Pretend to feel the same
Just to get what you want
Did you get what you want?

How does it feel, that misery?
You hide behind your regret
I know it, I know it, you're playing cover up

Deeper and deeper; fighting to give none

They lead you on (X4)

You've felt so much brighter
You've h…

This time I ran too far away

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I have read the words on your face They told me things I shouldn’t know

Tell me how do love stories work

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I don't wanna be cool, I don't wanna get hurt

Time is always over

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People are divided, so come a little closer

Deep down

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Always I remember you

It leads you on

You're afraid you're gonna fuck this up

Maybe there's a stranger in the room

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Following my heart to never move

I don't wanna know that it's true

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Could've been your heroine

Goals

Get a car (useful for getting the hell out of here)  2. Relocate (possibly somewhere like California?)
3. Get a real man (babysitting is getting so old)

I make room for everyone

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Wrestling people for peace

The day you died

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I came to say goodbye, cause you're feeling nothing.
Assuming to your heart, we got nothing at all.

Super delicious

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&& only 21 Carbs!?!
#smoothiesforweightloss

Cast Away

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Cast away, from the train, I can give you what you want
Walk away, from the flame, and I won't make the same mistakes

I know what I want; do you?

I got off the phone this evening and a close conversation started. Apparently, more fuel has been added to this cycle of vengeance and 'getting back' at people goal.

You've stolen someone I put first in my life, you've talked crap about me and my best friend, you've lied to countless people and continue to do so, and you thought that doing something as ratchet and dirty as coming to my workplace and discussing my personal life with a manager I work with would break me.

I'm still here. I'm still strong.
Apparently, a recent event occurred where someone I had to let go of has popped into the wrong circle of people's lives again. That's great for you; I'm sure you're discussing all the little things you want to do to 'get back' at me for someone YOU created. YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF YOUR ISSUES. I'm just saying.

Still, I digress. I honestly don't think about any of you. I don't care about you like that because I don't put pe…

So many gorgeous guys, so little interest aka randomness; again

Maybe I'm getting older; maybe I'm becoming bitter a bit; or I simply just have no will to care for anyone but myself these days.

It doesn't make me a bad person; I'm protecting myself. I've been put through so many situations that were beyond what I ever expected. I've said yes when I shouldn't have and wanted to say no. I've said no when I really wanted to say yes. The vicious cycle of dating, falling in love, falling out of love, giving up, re-loving people I once hated, and so forth... it gets exhausting.

Lately, I've been checking out the delicious beauty that walks around and all I can think about is moving somewhere with more substance. No, not drugs or parties or hot men that sleep with every single person they meet. I literally mean; pack my bags, relocate my career elsewhere, and start over with a new life, a new purpose, and opening my heart to someone who will appreciate it.

I see so many faces everyday and so many of them look tired, sa…

Yes girl

I saw how you had lost your earrings you liked so much and well, as your friend and close co-worker; I felt like you should have some sexy hoops to flash around... Gotta love that NY swagger... Makes me happy that I brought a smile to your face today... this is what friendship is all about... it's the little things that count most; love you girlie :)

One is the loneliest number

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#haters

I need to get my message through

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Don't you let go

I'm breathing electricity

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#breathefordreams #loveyourself

These places that you go

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#modernlove

It always makes my day when... aka randomness

Someone comes up to me to remind me that my kindness has power. A reminder that being the better person and respecting everyone and forgiveness is key.

Though some people have made mistakes, or done me wrong, at the end of the day, I know what I have to do. I know I don't deserve it and I know that I can do and will do a lot better for myself and I already am.

Sometimes in life, people come in and they are lessons for you to fight and learn with. You find a piece of yourself in every moment and every error that they propose against you. It helps you figure out who you are; what you want in life; your priorities; and it lets you know that you are indeed; very important in people's lives.

Today, I had a pretty crazy day at work; tons of things to do but I got them all done and it makes me smile knowing that I've got my morals in tact enough to not curse someone out for stressing me out a bit. The team that worked with me as well as myself really pulled together and in the en…