Showing posts from May, 2013

Food problem: Your greedy mouth

I normally don't mention names if I can help it, but this post is going to because I feel you should know who I'm referring to.

This happens almost all the time, which is ridiculous and this is the reason behind why our money gets so low; because some people are too picky or greedy to suffice just a little less to save money like the rest of us have to.

You know the size of a cheeseburger right? It's pretty filling usually in just ordering two. Brenda ordered three of them per person today and well, as usual, Dylan threw a fit because the three burgers didn't 'fill him up' enough and so the story goes on.

He's a fucking greedy fat ass and he complains like a little bitch all the time. He won't eat home cooked meals hardly because he claims they 'taste like shit' all the time and a lot of times.

They taste better than drive thru food but, Dylan has to have things his way or everyone else pays for it later with losing sleep or getting caught in th…

The big goal

If I'm single by the time I turn 25; I'm moving to another country...namely Europe
I have no time to wait forever to get what I deserve when all I did was provide everyone else with their love stories only to miss out on my own. I won't do this forever, I deserve a good man in my life.

Dear diary

Why do they always convert to friend status? yet they come back, no longer wanting to provide the love I'm looking for; just a generic substitute to what I have wanted for such a long time...
Do they know how much heartbreak they cause by this gesture? Should I start over every time I say goodnight? Why does this have to be so judgmental upon my lips, when all I need is to feel his fingertips.

Secrets to the 'false lash' look

Often times, I get a lot of compliments on my lashes. They're full and beautiful; many people ask if they are my true lashes or if I'm wearing false lashes because of how great they are. 
My best kept secret is L'oreal Voluminous High Definition mascara + eyelash curling and an eyeliner pen from NYX cosmetics. Really though; this will work for anyone under a variety of different looks.
Step 1: Curl your lashes, mostly curling the lash line but only about a 1/2 inch towards the center of your lashes. This will curl them beautiful and boost your length. It also makes applying mascara super easy and less messy. 
Step 2: Apply gently, 2 layers of mascara (thin layers) to just your top lashes. Bottom lashes will come last after eyeliner has been applied. 
Step 3: Apply eyeliner from the corner of the outer top and bottom lid and stopping where you lashes stop on your undereye. To lighten your corners; use a little concealer in two shades lighter than your skin tone. 
Step 4: Ap…

You used to call me gorgeous

And well oh Dutch pastime, I have to agree, especially with this lovely photo I took before work today:

The gift of surprise (EXCLUSIVE MUSIC INCLUDED)

Earlier today I did a Google search of myself or my preferred name and found a charming piece of music using one of my best vocal samples to date.

This kind of creativity shows that I do have a place in music. Maybe I'm not meant to be mainstream but I know I do belong somewhere after all.

Have a listen to this wonderful piece of art made by producer Ryan Wilcox ala 'Fly Productionz Ltd' - a record label in the UK.

I am loving this piece and I've noticed that a lot of the collaborations that are done with my samples are from those in the UK and other parts of Europe.

I'm happy to say that my dream is already starting to expand and fate it proving me wrong. I have a place in music again. A wonderful place.


Your music inspires me beyond measure and among the artists I've learned and fallen for lately; your music embodies what I want to progress.

I am going to make something of this dream; not for fame or fortune but for self satisfaction, a gift that I know I've been searching for for so many years. Soon it will be.

How-to: Delete 'gadgets' context item in Windows 8

In order to remove items from your context menu; you must first take full ownership of the file/folder before being able to remove it.

1. On your keyboard, hit Windows+R and enter 'regedit' in the popup window.

2. Navigate to HKEY_CLASSES_ROOT\DesktopBackground\Shell\Gadgets\command

3. First, you will need to right click on the 'command' folder and click on 'Permissions...'

4. Click on the 'Advanced' button and follow step 5.

5. At the top of the window, you will see 'TrustedInstaller' and a link to 'Change' it. This is who owns the file, registry, drive, or folder that you have selected to take ownership of. Click on 'Change' and type 'Users' then click 'OK'.

6. Under all of the permission entries, select the user account you are using or want to give permission to and then click on the 'Edit' button.

7. Check the 'Full Control' box and click 'OK'.

8. Right-click on the highlighted folde…