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December 24, 2012

Merry Christmas!

First off, I'd like to thank Vodka for relieving my stress of a long work day today. I feel much better and ready to really aim for some sleep time.

Tonight me and my family opened our stockings; mind you; I did not only all of the stockings myself (candy and all -- which ended up being so much candy it wouldn't all fit into the stocking) and the presents too :)

I started shopping for gifts way back in October and stopped about a week ago. I bought everyone a tablet; excluding Brenda, as I bought her a brand new laptop. She needs one that will work for her and well she lost her other computer due to low funds during the year.

I bought many other nice and nifty items as well but that was that. Brenda went out and took care of my side of the tree. Filling it up with big boxes signed to me and a few smaller trinkets as well :)

Overall, Christmas has turned out wonderfully. I'd like to say though that a man from afar...I hope is having a wonderful Christmas as well...knowing he is loved...and missed by some... but overall...loved...may blessing find you dear...

Well, I must take my tired ass to bed... Christmas morning awaits and I must be on my best behavior tomorrow...to make it a Christmas to remember... I expect a few tears... or at least a yelp from Brenda... God has really helped me this year... he's really given me and my family a new found hope in our lives... and thanks to me and Tommy having jobs... things seem much easier...

We still have our struggles and it's still hard to accomplish some things; but I'm happy... and my family is too...and the love that ensues my life with them at the moment can withstand any pain or suffering that I ever had to endure... I'm truly and honestly... blessed

<3

Merry Christmas everyone and a happy new year! I hope that everyone gets a major blessing this holiday and finds true happiness in the things that matter most.

December 16, 2012

If you're crazy...

Like Russian mob or Italian cocaine abuser types; you shouldn't ever bother with me. I don't date dirty people. So, ciao ciao mon cherie.

December 14, 2012

Sad sad day

When we can't even go out to the mall or go to school or see a movie without lives being on the line. Mental health checks should be required and gun control should be practiced rigorously. This has got to stop. We need a revolution.

December 11, 2012

You know...

I'm not dumb. You are able to afford a new phone. With apps.

So, add Whatsapp to your messaging collection. Better than Viber.

December 10, 2012

Song of joyful loving...



The entire Black Cherry album is pure art and sends me on a journey through euphoria and imagination... I respect you Goldfrapp...

December 9, 2012

Skies Over Me


Dark
Only you

Lips
Shamed
Not pardoned

Glue stick lies
Only youth

You'll get older
Learn the truth

Only love when your facing in the dark
Seems easier than the roads we part
As islands crumble and feet displace
A memory
Sinking away

Live

Light
Only me

Eyes
Always see
Every seed

Corundum ties
Gunner vices
You'll be sorry
You learned the truth


Only love when your facing in the dark
Seems easier than the roads we part
As islands crumble and feet displace
A memory
Sinking away


Skies over me
Skies over me
Skies over me
Skies over me

Walk through stains
Change this taste

Borrowed bruises
To feel the ache

Tomorrow

December 5, 2012

Clever Faces

Break
Walls

Learn
taste

Love
Falls

Destroy
shame

Where are you going?
Where are you?

Eyes never open
Silence like glue

Who, are, where, why? (whisper)
Clever faces
How, when, constant (whisper)
Clever faces

Third 
strike

demons
tearing insides

Emotions
swept under

Teardrops
like thunder

Who, are, where, why? (whisper)
Clever faces
How, when, constant (whisper)
Clever faces

Break
Walls

Learn 
taste

Love
Falls

Destroy 
shame