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Letter to God

Build me a castle and show me a throne
Make me wonder inside my unknown
Show me what I'm supposed to be
Teach me to accept what's happening

Times are getting closer to an end
I'm losing hope in my fellow man
My hands together like thread against the thorns
You have the key, you have the reward

I've lost the map to where I thought I was heading before
Give me some help so I know what I'm still searching for

Call it love
Call it hopeless
I still feel something
Maybe more
Call it joy
Call it reflective
I still need something
I hear your voice
I hear your voice

Paint my dreams with what I don't think I'll ever have
Give me a choice to turn away or just go back
Travel through my veins, show me what I've needed to see
Teach me to accept what's happening

Call it love
Call it hopeless
I still feel something
Maybe more
Call it joy
Call it reflective
I still need something
I hear your voice
I hear your voice

Maybe this was all meant to fail
Maybe your my only…

When I Was Younger

When I was younger
I dreamed a world without pain
Even though someday it would still remain

When I got older
I realized who I pushed away
Even now I feel ashamed

Close my eyes, the nights get darker, alone
Whispers of words long gone, I just wanted you to know

I miss the way you smiled at me
The moments we spent, laughing hysterically
I miss the wisdom our love could bring
Like the world was bending to our needs

I miss the adventure when you would sneak away
Talking trash about those rich people that wouldn't change
The nights got shorter and I remained
Wishing for your voice but it faded away

When I was younger
I kept my feelings hidden inside
The things I truly felt, I didn't like
I was naive and blind

When I got older
I understood why we feel how we feel each night
As the storms roll in to prove we're living
And people still out there pretending

Pretending to care
They aren't truly there

 Even now..

I miss the way you smiled at me
The moments we spent, laughing hyst…

May

I thought of you todayIt's been years and it still staysI get angry and I get carried awayI regret but then I change
If we could be strangersIf we were ghostsWould this have been dangerous?Would it have been cold?If you are who you claimThen I wouldn't feel painAll I know, all I know nowWe're not the same
I'm still stuck on a dreamAs empty as it could seemIt's still not happeningBut I believe
You shutter me with wordsCovered in hurtBut I close my eyesI erase what I don't like
If we could be strangersYour heartbeat etched to mineThat blonde hair burningThose delicate liesHe thought he had usWell maybe he didMy dreams are neverendingDon't you forget
I thought of you todayThe feeling left my faceNothing compared to thisNo need to replaceThe twisted game you turnedThe boys never learnedBeautiful eyesIn front of a pit that still burns
We almost made itBut his lips stole you soMy gasp for air took overI had no choice but to let go
When the wrinkles appear on my skinI…

Karaoke: Kiss The Rain (Originally by Billie Myers) - by bmikal

Introducing a new member to the family: Delilah 😙

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Favorite Artist Find: Adam Fielding

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So lately, I've been feeling very inspired, mostly in the enamor ambient waves of soundscapes combined with genre bending notes reminiscent of those when I was younger and in search of that magical place that only an amazing sound can evoke in us.
For years, I've dabbled in genres, finding love in every kind and learning from every one of them. More recently, I'm going back to my roots of electronic soundscapes that tend to captivate my interest and leaves me wanting more.
Anyone who knows me, knows that a long with a deep love for music, I also have a deep love for technology and anything that pertains to it. I went back to using Ubuntu Mate because I've wanted to revisit my good parts from when I was just 22 on my laptop; installing different systems to toy with them. 
One of the great things about Linux systems is that most of them come with Rhythmbox installed by default - a powerhouse for music discovery. Additions of plugins and services that I never even knew o…

If I were a model in the 80s...

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