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It gets harder with every breath
The silence pierces my mind

What was I thinking and who was I?
Too many choices passing by

I'm getting older
I'm trying hard not to get colder

But this life I'm sinking in
Takes a hold of my bitterness

I'm trying to breathe
I'm trying so much to believe

Is there anything
Anything left inside of me

I needed you there in the darkness
You left me like the sunlight
Now my heart is departed
My luck has been burnt out inside

If you ever find me
I hope that you find it there
That piece of you that was broken
See how much I really cared
Even when you didn't want to be there

Voices in my sleep
Telling me softly
Don't let fools endanger dreams

If your words are your armor
Why does it feel so weak?

That's all you had then
It's all I'll ever keep

If we could go back and make things right
Would it matter that I was left broken inside?

While you were stacking your credibility
On degrees and cash with men from TV

And all I want…

Shadow

It was misery when I met you
Words kept creeping in
Anger was my bitter sin

Young heart still wrestling
Wishing and dreaming
It's a wonder we're still breathing

All of our faults
Reminders of your mistakes
A taste of the bitter pain

You got to lose
If you will ever get on
Oh you, you got to choose
If you will ever find love

Your lies made me an angel
This still gleaming like things you did

I'm still not over
Ready to tear apart your skin

Yet sometimes I wish I could change
Give myself another chance to break

If we are ghosts in our own honor
Won't you just stay in me

You got to lose
If you will ever get on
Oh you, you got to choose
If you will ever find love

Find love
Find love

You got to let love in

Find love
Find love

Oh you, you stole from me
Oh you, you stole my shame

Find love
Find love

Oh you, you gave me nothing
Oh you, you gave me something

When I met you, it was misery and then we made it the sun
But like all good things, eventually it burns out, you're le…

I Want Your Love

It feels like my heart is sleeping
Got caught in dreams
My love is bursting into reinvention
Different scenery
Like Madonna, my mind is my pension
This light I'm still given
Won't you hold me in, hold me in?
Body like sparks on the water
My touch is your command, oh

So take it all, give me nothing
I want your love, make me feel something
Pretty eyes, soft lips
This memory
I want your love
I want your love

You and me baby, just like the comets crashing in
Got a million love stories to live, just let it be what it is
Loaded like a raging sun
Ready or not, here I come, my words come racing into none

Baby you got me on fire
Making me feel this desire
Kisses like heaven
Smiles like wine
I want your touch, all the time

So take it all, give me nothing
I want your love, make me feel something
Pretty eyes, soft lips
This memory
I want your love
I want your love

Take it all, give me something I can feel
Baby, give me that touch
Lets end this fight forever
In you, I see better

I want…

On Repeat: ANBERLIN (Circa 2005)

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Is it love or just temporary bliss?

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Ghost

I'll pay for the same mistake
The lies I've been exposed to
Couldn't of told me the truth
Now I'm feeling low and blue

Fancy office
Ink in felt
I'm not sure
You can never tell

What's the result
What the hell

My life is ending
There is no one else

Taste of medical
Hope this can ease the shame

Life on such difficult circumstances
Won't ever be the same

Fancy office
Ink in felt
I'm not sure
You can never tell

What's the result
What the hell

My life is ending
There is no one else

You don't know the pain
You don't know the pain

We can't physically express our ways
No cure for careless mistakes

What the hell was I thinking?
You could of told me the truth




Wishing

I stumble and I crawl This heart was useless after all
Of all the things we have said You chose to pretend your dead
Honestly I thought we could be better than this Constant cycle of mistrust and deviance
I want you, I want you to know
This heart is fragile like glass My words come out too fast I'm sorry, I'm sorry Your not sorry, not sorry Wish I could rewind this change
Now nothing and no one is here Cold hearted defeat still steering near
My anguish got the best of me Your blindness, tastes so bittersweet If I could rewind it, when we would meet We wouldn't have hurt this much
I want you, I want you to know 
This heart is fragile like glass My words come out too fast I'm sorry, I'm sorry Your not sorry, not sorry Wish I could rewind this change
If I could just let things go Maybe I'd find what I'm still fighting for
This misery seems so strong This feeling I've held in for too long
I miss you