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God

Can't sleep
Defeated

No reason
For breathing

They stolen
I'm hopeless

Come find me
Give me breath

I'm searching
I'm desperate

Oh God I need you
My wounds won't heal
I feel unreal
Come take me over

Can't dream
Can't speak

Feeling of torment
Inside of me

Longing for
Relief

So tired
Of repeating

Oh God I need you
My wounds won't heal
I feel unreal
Come take me over

Fill me within
Your peace and obedience

I've lost myself
Come bring me to life
Help me to breathe again

Oh God I need you
My wounds won't heal
I feel unreal
Come take me over

(Repeat X2)

My wounds won't heal
Come take me over

Manipulation (Earth)

You're the equivalent to a sociopath filled with hate
You do things in the wrong way, play victim to my face
I'm burning bridges that never started cause I knew you'd play

Expecting everyone to fall to your words, so you can hide who you are
Act like I don't know but I knew all along
Hiding behind 30 years of shame but we knew that you weren't strong
No regrets on what was said, should of said it all along

Still they try so hard
Knock you down and it hurts
But my light still burns
Brightly, brightly

You will never learn
Go ahead and manipulate

It's all you know anyway

I saw the messages written on the screen
Nothing taking it back but my anger still lingering
There's nothing you can do to dispute it
But you'd still choose it

Pray to God, need some guidance, cause I feel insane
Like I lost myself and I'll never be the same
Had me going against myself and my friends
You are the enemy

I couldn't breathe

Now no one can bother trusting you
You liv…

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Stories

It gets harder with every breath
The silence pierces my mind

What was I thinking and who was I?
Too many choices passing by

I'm getting older
I'm trying hard not to get colder

But this life I'm sinking in
Takes a hold of my bitterness

I'm trying to breathe
I'm trying so much to believe

Is there anything
Anything left inside of me

I needed you there in the darkness
You left me like the sunlight
Now my heart is departed
My luck has been burnt out inside

If you ever find me
I hope that you find it there
That piece of you that was broken
See how much I really cared
Even when you didn't want to be there

Voices in my sleep
Telling me softly
Don't let fools endanger dreams

If your words are your armor
Why does it feel so weak?

That's all you had then
It's all I'll ever keep

If we could go back and make things right
Would it matter that I was left broken inside?

While you were stacking your credibility
On degrees and cash with men from TV

And all I want…

Shadow

It was misery when I met you
Words kept creeping in
Anger was my bitter sin

Young heart still wrestling
Wishing and dreaming
It's a wonder we're still breathing

All of our faults
Reminders of your mistakes
A taste of the bitter pain

You got to lose
If you will ever get on
Oh you, you got to choose
If you will ever find love

Your lies made me an angel
This still gleaming like things you did

I'm still not over
Ready to tear apart your skin

Yet sometimes I wish I could change
Give myself another chance to break

If we are ghosts in our own honor
Won't you just stay in me

You got to lose
If you will ever get on
Oh you, you got to choose
If you will ever find love

Find love
Find love

You got to let love in

Find love
Find love

Oh you, you stole from me
Oh you, you stole my shame

Find love
Find love

Oh you, you gave me nothing
Oh you, you gave me something

When I met you, it was misery and then we made it the sun
But like all good things, eventually it burns out, you're le…

I Want Your Love

It feels like my heart is sleeping
Got caught in dreams
My love is bursting into reinvention
Different scenery
Like Madonna, my mind is my pension
This light I'm still given
Won't you hold me in, hold me in?
Body like sparks on the water
My touch is your command, oh

So take it all, give me nothing
I want your love, make me feel something
Pretty eyes, soft lips
This memory
I want your love
I want your love

You and me baby, just like the comets crashing in
Got a million love stories to live, just let it be what it is
Loaded like a raging sun
Ready or not, here I come, my words come racing into none

Baby you got me on fire
Making me feel this desire
Kisses like heaven
Smiles like wine
I want your touch, all the time

So take it all, give me nothing
I want your love, make me feel something
Pretty eyes, soft lips
This memory
I want your love
I want your love

Take it all, give me something I can feel
Baby, give me that touch
Lets end this fight forever
In you, I see better

I want…